Maya turned 1 a few days ago. How time flies. Holding her tiny body the first time seems like forever ago. I still can't believe I am a mother. Part of me feels like the experience's a stranger; I can't look at myself and associate the face with a mother chasing her toddler. The other part on the other hand; the part I found so easily happened at night after a rough day; her sleeping in my arms and me stroking her hair softly; and I pray for nothing but she's loving me above anyone else, and me her.
Tuhan, please don't take away this feeling from me ever. Maya, if you ever read this, know that you are loved, so much that it hurts Mama's heart. May you become a Solehah girl, a lady of Taqwa, and love Mama and Papa everyday without fail, even after we are gone.
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